Destruction...

Last week someone asked me..."are there things that she might do that will turn you off?"

I thought for a while and then answered, "maybe...if she will do drugs..."

Ate did not answered. She told me the story.

Wasn't really gruesome. Her ascend to popularity was an open book. Everyone knows how hardworking she was. How talented she had become.

But then, only recently, someone passed away. Then it started to happen.

I can only blame the people closest to her. They gave her the substance. It had been a while.

Now she's hooked.

I asked why now? Why self-destruct now? After getting back on track? After being able to weather all the other pains of the past. After being able to stay on top?

There was no answer. I don't think there will be answers to my questions now.

This self-destruction has got to stop but I can't stop it for her...she has to do it for herself.

She has to surrender herself wholeheartedly for detox.

I started praying for her...praying that the Lord will shield her loved ones from this self-destruction...and pray that she will find the light and get back on track again.

Nothing and no one can truly destroy us in this life...only ourselves.